happy 26th birthday dear friend!

November 2 had passed, i chose not to write anything because i chose not to! Well, actually i was really thinking about him, and curious about what he's thinking now that he'd turned another year old.

Know what I'm afraid of? i'm afraid he'll get somebody impregranated, i'm afraid he'll decide to get marry. Yeah, i'm selfish. I'm not a good friend right? :-( i'm a possessive friend...i don't know what will be my reaction if it happens...now... oh God forbid!
Just can't get him off my mind, the day before yesterday i was talking to his picture,(praning na kung praning) i told him that i'd decided to leave him alone and that i'll try not to think of him that much, and i had told him (or his picture) that i'm hoping "she" won't hurt him again the way she used to before, and that won't doubt to reach me if he needs a lending hand or just an ear to hear his woes or simply a hug.

Happy birthday my friend! **are you experiencing some kinda quarter life crises eh? heheh kyuryos jud ko dah, i'm wondering what you have in mind...