hurt note

this is another note i found at home. i remember writing this while i was on my way back home to cebu after a quick visit to bohol, that time i was hoping to see him even just a strand of his hair before i leave, ingon ana ko ka desperada makita sya, and was very disappointed that it didn't happen.

heavy, my heart is so heavy! where oh where art thou? my eyes are searching ---- my heart is waiting ---

wounded, yes my heart is..
leaving without you seeing
made my heart sorrowful,
terrible is what i'm feeling
loneliness paired with sadness
why are you so hard on me?


desperada ra ba? obyus man diba hehehe